Reflections
Okay, after these 2 super screwed up months, I have to let everything out. Only then I can concentrate properly, don't want to screw my EOY too.
Lesson 1: Somethines everything may screw up and not turn the way you plan, but from those falls you learn valuable lessons.
Lesson 2: When you do fall, acknoledge it, pick yourself up, and move along.
Lesson 3: Never ever try to pursue something too hard. Even though we don't have 9 lives, emotionally we have as many lives as we can breeze, drive, struggle, fight, and live through,
Lesson 4: Every person has the potential to inspire, help, encourage, entertain and be a friend.
Lesson 5: In everything we do there is a choice. Breathing, eating, living, writing, typing, playing, talking, running, fighting, shooting, listening, punching, kicking, drinking, watching, feeling, touching, sleeping, mugging. You have to make a choice when you do anything, and the choice you make affects the next choice you make, and your variety of choices you have.
Lesson 6: Beginnings and Endings are only markers. Even markers go inaccurate. Sometimes when you think everything has ended, you won't really know until you go on, but then that wouldn't be the ending, would it?
To sum everything up:
In life, sometimes we rise, sometimes we fall. It doesn't really matter which happens, but what really matters is that you don't just run away or try to cage all the emotion inside, because even if someone tries to open that cage, it's locked, and the key is within yourself. So the most difficult person in the world to conquer is actually, yourself.
I've been through this. Which explains why I'm writing it in the first place. It's no good to cling on to something, because your hand will get sore. If you know when exactly to let go, like when you have a parachute on, you can actually jump off and feel safe. When like is clinging on to something, we forget everything and wait for help. The parachute is when you understand whatever you've been doing. The strain on the thing you've been clinging on and your aching hand. Then you begin to realise and thus can let go and pull the strap on your understanding, so you can fall safetly.
"The higher you climb, the higher you fall." What's there to be scared about falling when you have your parachute?